Blessing.

I do feel really blessed. I had hard times and was always looking for something in my life not knowing what it was. I wanted love, but I wanted freedom, but the society didn’t have a solution for me and I felt really disconnected and not being able to find my place in this label-society. I tried really hard to fit in the box, even though I always knew that I was different. But I think I actually arrived somewhere. I’m still gonna travel around to learn new things and I’m still gonna be struggling with emotions and borderline, but I feel like I found a part of my personality that I was looking for. And I learned how to embrace love and intimacy. I sometimes do really think, that life is worth living. It’s still hard to be just happy, because it somehow feels weird and wrong, but I think it’s just a matter of letting go of old patterns and learning new ones.

-yuuself